the fixed parts only stay a while

before hiding in loopholes

created to accentuate humanity

and torture souls

if you were gone it would be one thing

i would think less

remember never

until blissful nothing

your smiles accentuate m mornings

your laughter fills mysilences

your touch holds my hand

an acknowledgement of immortality

turning me inwards

to sever an unbreakable connection

to bind unhealable wounds

and bloodstained tears

your absence speaking loudly

a drumbeat for my heart to dance to

a fear ever growing

a scream seldom silent

and the ever present knowledge

that you may have left to find yourself

but everything you left behind

may remain

forever lost